Please Welcome Saveet

I am Saveet, She Who Failed. My mother named me before she threw me at the unlucky acolyte of Neeshnaet’s temple who drew water from the river. My mother intended to drown me, forbidden or not, but dared not do it with the witness.

I cannot blame her.

My pupils gave me away. So large they stole the blue in my eyes, they told my story in the sorrow of my mother’s tears. If I had not failed, then I would have been born to the Ascended form, free to soar on wings before I could crawl. Instead, my back lacked nubs where the wings would force themselve out the first time I passed gas.

I peer through the trees, guarding the grass we have rolled into bales, left out to dry because we worked in the first of the winter rains. Welts mark where…

Please welcome my newest character, Saveet. I have no time to work with her, as I’m in the thick of researching agents. The goal is to find agents who represent writers in the multiple genres of my writing. Up until Isabella’s story, I’d have said Young Adult (YA) and Middle Grade (MG) were my wheelhouse, tending towards fantasy or paranormal. I love young characters coming to terms with who they are, with proving themselves to those who doubt or have cast them off or wounded them. Characters who explore, dare, test themselves.

Saveet is guarding, but not trusted because she is She Who Failed. On her watch in a previous life, something happened. When she died and was reborn, she took the lesser form of her people. If she had triumphed during her life, she would have Ascended in her next birth, those with wings. Instead of being pampered, loved, fed, she’s the lowest of the low.

This character came to me as I began raking leaves in dusk that turned to night. I can’t truly be dark, as close as I am to a shopping center for as much as I feel like I’m rural. This is how I think she “came to be.”

  • I’m Agent hunting, reading the first few pages of the Kingmaker chronicles, pages or titles of NYT best-selling authors. I need to determine if I’m a voice distinct from others the agent represents, but fit in the type of writer the agent seems to like (based on my small random sample).
  • I blew the leaves into a strip about 100 feet long, on Sunday. It’s thursday, and I have not had time to get them, and tomorrow is garbage pickup.  I talked myself into “one more”–a bag. So I had scooped up 6 containers worth of leaves.
  • I have been told by optometrists I have an over-sized pupil, which causes my problems with contacts in lower light if the pupil expands to the defraction point of the conact, where it goes from focal area to the curve to fit to the eye. The average pupil doesn’t go that far.
  • Last night, the Indians lost the 2nd game of the World Series after having won the first game.
  • I finished the first draft of a crit I’m doing of writer-friend Karin Shah’s Lion’s Prey. The book reminded me of some of the patterns I saw in her YA Romance Halfling. In that book, her character Deyna fears the winged race, as she’s been given to them to be a sacrifice.
  • I don’t have time for a new character. I’m working on Solve for x, I’m doing that agent hunt, I’m going to have to resume editing River Daughter, I’m doing this blog, I have the day job, and, and, and! So, of course, this character insisted I write a quick blurb to lock her in. Maybe she’ll start telling me her story now; maybe she’ll politely wait a while. I hope she’ll wait.

For those who wonder where my characters come from, this is a great example. I think my character’s are “mashups” of half a dozen or more things. My subconscious has a moment of enlightenment. If I don’t write it down, I may never remember it. Now that she’s here, she joins my other characters, waiting for me to find the time to tell their stories.

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Another Tractor-Mower Adventure: Time to Replace Belts

Dad taught me a good number of life lessons during my youth. A big one was that if I took care of equipment, it would take care of me. When I bought my first house, he reminded me of that more than once—how it made it possible to save money, stretching it farther, ready for an emergency (or to send three kids through college).

I have the best intentions of following recommended maintenance schedules for my equipment. In reality, I routinely drain and refill the oil. A few years later, the first part breaks. I crack open the owner’s manual for the second time. This weekend, it was so I could replace the broken motion drive belt and the mower blade drive belt on my tractor mower.

A view of the knoll, rising gently towards the forest

The knoll provides little chance for shifting on the flat

Shifting gears on hills is a no-no. That’s all well and good, if your property doesn’t sit in a ravine, and you don’t own part of the knoll out back. After a few mowings, I figured out how much of an angle didn’t stop me from shifting, though odds were I shortened the life of the belts doing so.

Last year, I dropped the drive belt when I was paused too long at the top of the hill by the road, waiting for an inordinately long line of traffic to clear. When I finally let my foot off the brakes, the tractor refused to move. Dang.

I stayed in denial a good five or six shifts, but nothing worked.

A kind neighbor helped me push the tractor back to my drive so I could work on a safe surface. I lay on the ground, looking up at the underside of the tractor. I’d dropped the belt off a pully. The minimal effort it required to put it back on the pully clued me in that the belt might be stretched, from, oh, say, two years of mowing, and shifting on my several hills. Many times each mowing….

I jumped on sears.com and entered the model number. I figured I’d buy both belts, using the logic that if one was on the way out, both were. I would proactively replace the belts, so I wouldn’t be stranded. Since I’m not big on sharpening mower blades myself, and a few bucks more got me free shipping, I threw in a set of new blades.

Everything sat in the garage, waiting for that perfect time to replace them, like maybe over the winter. Especially this last one, which was so mild. If only I had followed Dad’s advice about taking care of my equipment….

Last week, it would have been nice if it hadn’t been fourteen days since the mow before my vacation. It would have been even nicer if the fertilization hadn’t occurred six days before I got back. Even nicer if a good amount of rain hadn’t occurred, activating that fertilizer. I stopped to grab a drink of water, and when I let my foot off the brakes, the tractor refused to move. I threw it in park, prepared to rehang the belt.

Instead, I found the frayed end of the belt. For about five minutes, I lingered in that glorious land of Denial. Maybe I could tie some pantyhose to it, thread it through the pulleys, effectively take out the old belt and replace it with my temporary solution. Except the belt wasn’t on two pulleys, and I wasn’t sure how to thread them. Drat.

Common sense dragged me out of denial. I pushed the tractor to the shed (which became much easier when I released the parking brake). I sprinted for the garage,  calling the power mower into service. Covering all that extra lawn by foot gave me time to plot out the belt replacement. Scratch that, belt and blade replacement, given that I’d have the tractor apart. I didn’t think twice about tackling the jobs, thought I’d never done either. I have to thank Dad for that, another of the valuable lessons he taught. Heck, still teaches me.

Mom didn’t set appointments with repairmen to fix the washing machine, dryer, leaking pipes, or anything else that broke. We didn’t drive off to a dealership or garage to fix the car. Nope, we waited for Dad to come home. He diagnosed and repaired the ailing machine, pipe, car. Always.

I had his lesson in self-reliance; and in this age of the internet, I had so much more information than he used to have—YouTube Videos; Craftsman guides with tons of photos.

On the face of it, neither was a complex task, though disconnecting and reconnecting the mower deck could certainly intimidate me if I let it. If I got in over my head on the repair, then my next challenge would be figuring out how the heck I’d get the tractor mower to someone who could fix it. And mowing an acre with the power mower. Yeah, time to get busy.

one half of one of the two tractor blades

Shiny new blades

Cotter pin by cotter pin, I released the joins between the tractor body and the mowing deck. I slipped the mower drive belt off the upper pulley that’s part of the tractor body, so I could slide out the deck and work on the easy belt there. A quick whack with my rubber mallet against the “stabilizer bars,” and the mower deck dropped to the ground, along with the first clumps of grass.

To replace the blades, I had to flip over the mower deck. In the absence of having a block of wood to stop the blade from spinning as I cracked the nut free, I pulled out my wooden wheel ramps. Perfect, the blade bit into it, and the ramp wedged perfectly. If only my other two repairs would go as fast and flawlessly. New blades installed, and no detour to an urgent care!

With the blades changed out, I flipped the deck over. I snapped pictures of how the  unbroken belt was threaded. It had two significant cracks in it. Yeah, that belt wasn’t all that far from breaking, either.

The path of the mower belt

This is the pulley protected by a guard whose screws are frozen

I made a few missteps during the first repair, like not being able to crack free the big plastic pulley guard, despite owning the right star-shaped screwdriver. I needed something taller.

Every job, I kinda figure I’ll make one run to the big-box store for a tool or part, so I already had this in my “estimate” of repair duration. But even with the adapter so the screwdriver stayed vertical, I couldn’t crack even one of the screws free. Sigh.

Time to get creative. I reached my fingers beneath the plastic outer guard. Hmm, an inner guide hid there. Could I thread the belt around the pulley?

I got dirtier, unleashing a cuss word now and then. After a few minutes, I must have twisted just right, because the belt slipped onto the pulley. Nothing else fought me.

That left the hardest replacement—the one I couldn’t see well, because I’d have to work under the tractor, and the broken belt meant I had those two pulleys I wasn’t sure how to thread. My peach t-shirt turned black as I worked at feeding the new belt through pulleys right after I unthreaded the broken belt. The rear pulley guard couldn’t be unbolted, at least not from underneath, so I unleashed a few more curses, working even more blindly than the first belt, but I stuck with it until I succeeded.

When I reached the naked pulleys, I bemoaned that the I’d left my guide on the other side of the tractor. As I crawled out, what did I see on the mower deck but a label depicting the threading!

Reattaching things took longer, requiring full daylight the next day. I looked for the clean metal, a ring of dirt—anything that showed me which hole to use, as several of the parts had more than one hole. Rubbed metal showed me that a part slid across the front side, not the back side. Mental note: Take more disassembly pictures, so the next job goes faster!

I’d spent several hours on the projects, but I’d done it by myself. Me, a li’l ole girl. Woman. Writer. Whatever. I did it, because Dad is always that movie playing in my head. He taught me to roll up my sleeves and get to work, even when no one has taught me a task. Each success gives me that much more confidence to tackle the next project.

What’s a job you’re proud of tackling, though no one taught you how to do it? I’d love to hear your tale.

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A Vacation to Love

A number of months back, good cycling friends asked if I wanted to take a bicycling vacation, riding the Chesapeake & Ohio (C&O) and the Great Allegheny Passage (GAP). I jumped in, having loved the vacation the last two times we rode the challenging but beautiful terrain.

A mountain view into the valley, with mist

This view greets tired cyclists with, a few miles before the Continental Divide

As the time to make reservations approached, I realized I’d never have the mileage base to make this a vacation to love, at least, not if I kept my focus on writing time around the day job, and the hours I take caring for my own property. Inspiration struck—why not shorten the mileage now that Amtrak had rolloff service, and I could stop in Cumberland, Maryland, while my friends continued to Washington, DC? And why not make it a writing vacation just as much as a bicycling one? Rivers, creeks, streams; the rocky bones of mountains; stands of trees—they all inspire me.

I chose Confluence, Pennsylvania, as my writing layover because in my two previous adventures down the C&O and GAP trails, I had loved the terrain and rivers. Also, that crushed limestone surface of the GAP makes it easier to ride than the C&O, which can be just a few inches wide, and tree roots, rocks, and ruts make riding even more challenging.

Flowers greet guests to the River's Edge B&B

Welcome to River’s Edge B&B

Two B&Bs sounded great. Ultimately, I chose River’s Edge B&B, with the clincher the description that from the “Garden” room I would hear the Youghiogheny River and enjoy the perennial garden. The hostess also owns the Rivers Edge Café, and I remembered how quaint the restaurant looked when I viewed the diners enjoying outdoor seating with a view of the river.

My vacation got off to a bumpy start when I sprained two toes not even three days out. Maybe it wasn’t all bad, though—because I amended my first day’s ride, catching a shuttle to Frostburg instead, getting me there far sooner than the several hours it takes to ride up the mountain. I spent a delightful afternoon meeting one of my online writing friends, and talking a lot of “shop.” Now I have more books and short stories to hunt down!

By my second day’s ride, a short nineteen miles to Confluence, I picked an inviting spot along the Casselman River to begin writing when I was halfway. Yeah, I was loving this vacation.

A spiderweb hanges beneath a birdhouse.

From every view, something to explore

No sooner had I checked into the B&B than the hostess invited me to write from anywhere I wanted—including at any of the tables that give the restaurant its name of “River’s Edge,” while the restaurant was closed Monday-Thursday. A scenic balcony off the kitchen of my own B&B provided a view of the garden, the river, the trees. Dang, but this was shaping up to be a vacation to love!

Heading into dusk that day of check-in, I had moved to a sycamore I’d scoped out as a great back support, with an excellent view of the river to my right and left, around the beauty of an oak ahead of me. The sycamore reminded me of the massive oak tree, more than 250 years old, that I’d grown up with. This sycamore also passed the “safety” test—no poison ivy. I settled in to write, my laptop perched on my knees, and my wireless keyboard in my lap.

Engrossed in writing my previous post, I startled at the whoosh of wings powering through air. Before I even turned, the bird passed me, intent on its destination, a small island in the Yough where a branch hung low over the flowing water. I abandoned my writing, scrambling for my camera. This wasn’t just a bird. It was a bald eagle. I bemoaned my decision to limit myself to the smaller camera, a way to balance out the weight of the laptop.

Bald eagle swims with something for dinner, back to the island

Bald eagles swim with heavy catches

After a few minutes, the bald eagle dropped into the water. Whatever the catch, it weighed enough that the eagle swam to shore dragging it. Now I doubly bemoaned my lack of a longer lens. What a fantastic vacation!

When dusk sent me inside, I switched to “reader” mode, devouring another few chapters of book two of the Allie Beckstrom series.

Mornings, I started with the “work” of writing—building more pieces parts of my website, like the book reviews; finishing the first vacation blog post. Writing the review of Karin Shah’s The Lion’s Share. Hunting down my review of Gary Wedlund’s The Shaman Within. Finding the threads for writing competitions and recording their deadlines and details, along with the prospective pieces I could update. All of these “steal” from my writing time, but they’re part of where a writer’s time must go to make it in this business.

By eleven am, I’d switch back into vacation mode, free to unleash my creativity in writing and editing. Across my writing layover and my riding days, I worked on three short stories and my novel. I submitted one short story to Lit Mag and another to the Bartleby Snopes “Dialogue Only” contest. I massively revamped a story I wrote maybe fifteen years ago, targeting it for a contest that closes October 15. And, I worked on my next chapter of my YA novel Solve for x.

A gently flowing river, strewn with rocks

A pedestrian bridge makes crossing the Cassleman River easy

Whenever I was ready for my late lunch, I’d grab my book, jump on my bike, and cycle over to Sisters Café—which closes daily at 2 pm. They served such huge portions, I’d box up the leftovers for dinner. Dang, but was this a vacation or what? No meals to cook, no dishes to clean, no dirty floor reminding me it had been a month since I washed it. Lovely housekeeper Tracy would chat with me as I wrote. She’d throw a new coffee filter in the coffee maker for the next day. When B&B owner Anna Marie asked if I needed anything, I mentioned how much I loved half and half with my coffee, and the next day a half pint appeared!

And then there was the way nature itself made me love this vacation. Nature inspires me, calms me, frees my creativity. I drank in the beauty of the Youghiogheny River. Before the rains came, the Yough ran clear, and descended through a line of rocks. I laughed more than once, watching the ducks float towards them slowly, then race through the mini rapids. I listened to that delightful bubbling river, never needing to put on headphones to drown out voices, since the River’s Edge Café wasn’t open most days. Until the school bus dropped off the area kids, I shared an occasional “hello” with dog-walkers. When the kids arrived, they’d feed the ducks, show me how they could leap the small rain gully (ending with a tuck and roll). Other than that, it was me, the ducks, and the camera-shy woodpeckers.

When the rains came, or my muscles protested at the time spent sitting on the ground, I’d gain a new perspective from the café’s row of tables that bordered the river or from the B&B balcony. If I wasn’t writing, I was enjoying the pristine beauty around me, and keeping an eye out for the bald eagle.

three bicyclists in rain gear

Bill, Larry, and Christine arrive at Ohiopyle

When my friends passed through Confluence, my writing layover ended, but the vacation was still a blast. We took in landmarks, shot photos, cheered each other on. And, in twenty miles of rain on the final day, we enjoyed seeing whose bike had collected the most GAP dirt.

I loved the vacation I took, immersing myself in nature as the foundation of every other activity. Beyond a doubt, I must return to beautiful Confluence, PA, for another biking-writing-reading-loving nature vacation.

What’s a vacation you would repeat in a heartbeat—or maybe already have? Tell me! Tell me!

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